Today we’re proud to close out Pride Month with the latest episode in the PennSound Rewind podcast series, “Two of a Kind,” which offers up a lesson in grieving and acceptance from Allen and Louis Ginsberg.
Even casual readers will be familiar with “Kaddish,” in which Ginsberg memorializes his mother Naomi, attempting to contextualize her debilitating mental illness within a newsreel of early 20th century history. We pick up the story two decades later, as Ginsberg now begins to document the decline of his father Louis in one, or eventually, two poems with the same name: “Don’t Grow Old,” the latter with the title in quotation marks. Here, the approach is likewise fragmented, but rather than reflecting the entropy of his life with Naomi, there is a unity of sorts in Ginsberg’s use of montage, allowing individual scenes, reckonings, and bits of wisdom from his father’s decline to resonate in brief poetic vignettes.
The first “Don’t Grow Old,” written around the time of Louis’ death, appeared in the collection Mind Breaths in 1978; the latter can be found in 1982’s Plutonian Ode. However the two works were envisioned by Ginsberg as one complete poem, as evidenced by a number of recordings made by Robert Creeley at the time of the second poem’s composition and the broader recorded history contained on Ginsberg’s PennSound author page. As we explore “Don’t Grow Old” (and “‘Don’t Grow Old’”), we’ll witness Ginsberg come to terms with his father through his decline, then see how latter poem reframes that experience through Louis’ reciprocal acceptance of his son’s queer identity, offering up potent lessons in mourning, as well as an important statement regarding homodomesticity and intergenerational reconciliation.
Produced by PennSound (and Jacket2) editor Michael Hennessey, PennSound Rewind, a new podcast series produced aims to tell the tales hiding among our 50,000+ recordings and “to look back and pinpoint some of the people, recordings, and moments — both big and small — that made PennSound what it is today,” guided by the notion that “an archive is a story that unfolds in real time.” Click here to check out the complete series and stay tuned for new episodes every month or so.
